The absorption of light
As a final year series in my BA photography course I completely engaged with my subject; Tibetan Buddhism. I spent as much as I could in Dzogchen Beara, West Cork. I asked each participant to meditate as I took their portrait. The process was intense for both me and the participant. At the centre I found people of all ages and very different backgrounds all seeking something private to themselves but ultimately to tame an exhausted mind. Some visited only once and for others they had visited many times or even lived locally. I found the participants engaging and willing. I remember one guy did not like to be photographed but still offered to pose for me. His portrait was never shown as a courtesy and respect to him. These images hold a much deeper meaning and memory for me than the simple portraits they appear to be. As the title hints at the absorption of light is far too simple an idea. There is much internal work in the healing process and it is a worthy endeavour for those who pursue it. The alternative is to live life consciously unaware of what might be.
It is said in Buddhism that thoughts are like waves, they come and go. This was an inspiration to me. Also sitting still calms the mind and we must try to be like a mountain, unwavering. There are many natural metaphors from which to draw. I came away from the project a wiser and healthier individual. I express my deep gratitude to the participants who made this series a very rewarding experience.